Thursday, January 5, 2012

New Year, New Attitude

Happy New Years Everyone! Sorry i'm a few days late but it's been a busy week with work and reflecting on the past year and everything good and bad that happened. The main thing i've been trying to focus on is figuring out what I want to do with my career. I've been tossing around the idea of starting my own Interior Design Business to getting my Masters to even completely changing my career and going into the medical field. For most of 2011 I was focused on planning my wedding so I didn't spend as much time as I should have trying to start my career. I was working (still am) two jobs that I enjoy but don't want to stay at the rest of my life. Then after the wedding I focused my time on finding any job related to Interior Design. I was able to land an interview with a prestigious firm in Kansas City and they liked me soo much that they continued to consider me for 3 months. Then finally in December they called to let me know they went with someone else. Frustrating but I tried to look on the bright side and called the community college I was taking classes at to enroll in the Kitchen & Bath Design class for the spring 2012 semester, only to find out that the class was canceled due to low enrollment and I wouldn't have made a difference. I've continued to search and apply at firms and other design related places with no luck as of yet. Starting up my own design business has been on my mind for the last year or so, but each time I seriously consider it, I start telling myself that I don't think i'm cut out for it or I don't even know how to run a business let alone try to start one up from scratch or if I even have what it takes.

Several weeks ago I came across an article online about the top 5 occupations that only require a 2 year degree and pay very well. I decided to read it just for the heck of it and one of those jobs caught my interest, which was an Ultrasound Technician. I have family that's in the medical field and talked to them about it to make sure it's an in demand position and if they think I would be any good at it. Of course they said yes it's in demand and someone with that type of education is pretty hard to come by, and they think I would really enjoy it.

So one of the main conflicts i'm having right now is in May it'll be 3 years since I graduated from ISU and haven't really been able to use my design degree in the way that I would have liked to, and feel like it was a huge waste or I didn't try hard enough to become a designer. When I look back and see what my ISU classmates are doing, most of them are in the same boat, a few became designers right out of college (which I am very happy and proud of you guys!), a few more didn't until a little later (congrats! :)), others went back to school to get their Masters (you guys are rock!hehe), then the rest of them like me just aren't having any luck finding anything.

My other conflict i'm struggling with right now is I've always thought of going into the medical field, even before I considered design, and the more I think about it the more appealing it sounds. But I'm still not ready to give up on design just yet. The last couple weeks i've been looking into getting my NKBA (National Kitchen & Bath Association) membership, I would be able to see more job postings for kitchen design, get member discounts on classes and study materials for the AKBD (Associate Kitchen & Bath Design) certification. I was planning on taking the AKBD exam later this spring or sometime this summer, but since the class I was going to take got canceled, I won't have the credit hours to take the exam. So instead I researched the NKBA website to see what classes they offered and found out to get the credit hours that I need to take the exam I would need to shell out $1000, which I don't have, so that idea is on the back burner for now.

Then today to top it all off I came across another article on the internet about which degrees have the highest unemployment rates and the top degrees are architecture and interior design as well as other art related majors, and even going on to get your Masters won't really help you that much. Then in that very same article the occupations with the lowest unemployment rates are anything in the healthcare or medical field. Basically the pattern I feel like i'm falling into is once I decide to pursue a different way to use my design degree something always seems to happen to make it seem not possible or push it back for another year or more. And the healthcare and medical field seem to always pop up as an alternative. Right now I'm just very confused as to what to do and need a little bit of advice or guidance from anyone willing to give their 2 cents.

Like I said it's a new year and i'm going to be wearing a positive attitude and hope, no scratch that WILL make sure 2012 is the year that things FINALLY start to turn around for me!
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